Blade

Not in that sense but I don't understand why you take PSN matches to be a skill indicator. It's so different from face to face matches. I just think you should go to a tournament or something. Travel to one, there's of plenty of shit to do that has nothing to do with games when you travel. Hell, what with your enjoyment of the stories and messing around with the games it wouldn't surprise me if you actually got good. Competing in a tourney is fun and that's the primary reason 95% of tourney-goers even show up. Try it sometime. Go to EVO. Unless you have massive bills to pay it would only take 2 months of a regular job to have more than enough. tl;dr I think you should try competing because you'd enjoy it