Nah, I've just been busy.
I just tend to be the kind of guy that picks one game and drills deep into it forever and ever. Once I like something I'm a life long fan. But the community has been a big part of it too. Even if I'm not super into the game at a particular moment, there are lots of people I enjoy playing with so I stick around anyway until my enthusiasm returns.
Well, you were asking how I stay motivated, so I was wondering if you read some post where I said I was giving up or something.
Which old posts of mine did you mean?